It's been awhile since I've blogged. You probably didn't even realize it, though, and that's what I'm counting on. A lot's changed, a lot hasn't changed (God really being the only thing haha), but I feel like I just need to write. Write what? you may ask. Good question! I wish I had the answer.

Sometimes I'm so good at giving out advice, but when it comes to using my own advice, I either am really good at making excuses or really just don't believe in my advice enough to use it.

I've been more desperate for God recently. I guess that's what usually happens when you pray for something haha. I've been praying for His eyes, and His heart, and to be hungry for His presence in my everyday life, and in my everyday situations. I want to feel Him in every conversation. And guess what? God came though. As usual. Why do I doubt so often?

My heart is heavy right now (which is probably why I'm writing all this nonsense), and I've looked forward to turmoil of the heart, and working through things, until it actually comes to doing it. But I can see dawn.

Anyway, I love you all. I love those of you that read this more;)

I promise to write more meaningful stuff next time.

My prayer for you: God, will you find whoever reads this and give them your eyes. To see what can't be seen. To be able to look past face value and into the spiritual. Give them your heart. A heart that burns for people. A heart that breaks for a generation that's conforming to what they see and not what they believe. May you find this person, and hold them in your arms, and let them know that everything will be ok. Let them lean against your chest, hear your heart beat, and feel their head rise and fall as your breathe in and out. God, would you wreck me! And if the person that reads this is willing, would you wreck them? Wreck us God!